I am always thinking about helping people. Different ways I can understand the way people think, the reason why they do things, the reason why they feel certain things. I feel that I have applied chess to my life: I try to think 2 or 3 steps ahead. I think: If i say this, they are going to respond with this and this, so maybe i should say this instead. I do this with emotions too. I hate hurting people, even when im the one being hurt. I dont think whats best for me. Instead I try to satisfy everyone else. I guess this is a good thing, but what I am trying to say is, I realized that I cant help anyone unless I help myself. I have to care about me once in a while. I dont even know who I am...
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